The Name in My Dreams (Part 2)-2
“Then I must have had sex with him during that time, which explains how I got pregnan Didn’t we use protection?” I voiced my thoughts, completely forgetting that Sebastian wa
right beside me.
He growled low in his throat, saying through gritted teeth, “Thea, please don’t mention
you, another man, and sex in the same sentence. I don’t even want to think about it.”
I couldn’t even imagine another man’s hands on me, so I kept silent. It was still difficult
for me to accept that another man had once touched and tasted me. To accept that
another man had once been inside my body was hard.
Pushing those thoughts away, I focused on him and asked the question I was afraid to
hear the answer to.
“What about you? Did you sleep with Aurora?”
My heart pounded painfully as I waited for his answer.
Sharp green eyes pierced into mine as he answered, “No. I didn’t have sex with her. I didn’t even kiss her because it felt fucking wrong.”
Yet I had slept with another man. Would he see me and Phoenix differently because of it?
“I’m sorry for letting another man touch me,” I said quietly, feeling ashamed.
He gently grabbed my chin, forcing me to look at him. Stroking my cheek, he placed a light kiss at the corner of my mouth, then his green eyes found mine again.
“That’s not your fault, never apologize for it. If not for your relationship with Kane, Phoenix wouldn’t be here, and I will never regret having that little girl because she has a part of my heart.”
This touched me so deeply that I couldn’t help leaning in to kiss his lips. I threaded my fingers through his hair, pulling him closer. Our mouths tangled together, and my desire skyrocketed. Fuck, I wanted him so badly.
Without breaking the kiss, I emerged from under the covers and straddled his hips. The evidence of his arousal pressed against my wet center.
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My panties were soaked through, clinging to my opening, but that didn’t stop me from grinding against his hardness. The moan he let out traveled through my entire body. I swear I could probably climax just from that sexy sound alone.
Nothing made more sense than what was happening between us. What were we talking about before? I was sure it wasn’t important, right? When his tongue was in my mouth, his hard length rubbing against my center, and his hands squeezing my ass, nothing in this world mattered more than what was happening between us right now.
I was about to pull off my nightgown when he stopped me.
“No,” his voice was firm and restrained.
“Why? Don’t you want me?” I asked, confused.
His hardness told me he did want me. Unless his excitement wasn’t because of me.
“You’re testing my control, Thea.” He sighed, “Fuck, of course I want you, but that would be taking advantage of you.”
He lifted me off his lap with one arm and set me on the bed. Then he got up and walked
toward the bathroom.
“I don’t understand,” I called after him, making him pause.
He didn’t turn around, but he answered: “When I take you, I want you to believe in my feelings for you; I want to be the only one you want, the only one on your mind; I want to be the only one in your heart, and I want you to have nothing but love for me. Only then will I take you and mark you as mine.”
With that, he walked into the bathroom, leaving me staring after him, more confused than
ever.
What did he mean by wanting me to have nothing but love for him? Had something happened to make me hate him? And if Kane was Phoenix’s father, where was he now?
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