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Ava blinked her eyes, unable to believe what she had just heard. She felt him resting his head on her shoulder. “I am sorry. I am your culprit. Punish me.”
She felt his voice moving her hair, touching her ear. Her eyes started to hurt inside. Her heart was pounding so fast that it seemed like it was about to burst at any moment
Wasn’t it what she wanted four years ago? She wanted him to say those things when she was crying days and nights for him to return to the pack, and she said herself that everything he said was only out of anger.
Four years….
Every single day of her suffering was reflected in front of her eyes as she stared at the door without moving. Tears rolled down her chicbks. She felt she could not breathe.
Even though she had only spent a few days with him, she was thrilled and enjoyed every moment. She was crazy about him and always dreamed about him.
Even today, when she thought about the days, she could only feel pain, as if it were raw inside her heart.
The memories of the past…
Those were the only things she had to leave the pack for, and at the same time, they were the reason she had not come back to this place all these years.
Seeing that, she was silent and unmoved, Ian’s heart clenched.
He was outside the hall a while ago when he got a message from Ronald that he could meet Ava in this room.
He rushed into this room without thinking about anything else. When he entered the room, he was flooded with memories of the past.
Years ago, he was locked up with Ava here,
Seeing her unconscious was the first time he had ever felt such concern for someone. That was the first time he realized that he had developed feelings for her. To avoid his feelings, he had told his friends not to tell her about how he carried her to the dispensary.
While he was embracing her, Ian’s heart was beating extremely fast.
He closed his eyes, hoping to capture the moment. He wanted her not to move, and they could be like that forever.
Holding her like that again, he felt blessed. He realized that if he met her eyes, he could not express his guilt to her. So he decided to tell her what was in his heart like that.
“You have no idea how I lived my life without you all these years,” he said, trying to take a deep breath to calm his heart.
“I have lived all these years with your memories. Your memories were talking to me as I could not forget about you. Every time I saw the moon, I thought of you. My days were gloomy, and my nights were dull.‘
His voice shook as he continued,
“My eyes were waiting for a chance to see you once. I could never forget you, not even for a single day. It was hurting me inside every day. I could not tell anyone how I was feeling. L.”
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He bit his bottom lip, which quivered at the thought of moving any further. He did not know what to express more. All of this was something he had to deal with over the years. He thought he was hating her, but his heart. cheve forgot her. Whenever someone mentioned her name, his heart skipped a heat, which used to rage at him for loving her so much. In truth, he could never hate her like he thought. She was always in his heart.
“I missed you. Those memories of you continued to forme me. My heart was always filled with restlessness that
I would never see you again, and it continued to haunt me dally. The only reason I felt hurt was because I believed you had cheated on me. If I had known that you hadn’t done that, I would have never let you leave this pack, never let you leave my life.”
Deeply inhaling her scent, he moved his head to her neck and suiffed her. It relaxed his trembling heart.
“I know I did wrong with you, I should have trusted you. I was so blind. I was so mad when I saw you in that boy’s room. During my absence, you and he were very close. And that Nova continued to send me pictures of you with him. She even mocked me, saying that you kept cheating on me and I was ignoring It. When I first heard it, I did not believe it. But when I saw a video of you going inside his room with him, I lost my trust. I could not understand why you went to his room to study, I assumed you could have studied anywhere, like the library, but why in his room? I had the question in my mind until I saw you lying on the bed while wearing his shirt. I am so sorry, baby. I should have trusted you. I should have let you explain. I…”
He breathed shakily and was at a loss for words. All these years, he only hated her for cheating on him. Now when he trusted her, it hurt him the most,
He regretted not having trusted her at the time. That would not hurt him like this.
Ian became silent when he noticed Ava was saying anything in return. He assumed she realized that he was guilty
of his action.
He sensed a slight movement at her. His heart was pounding with excitement. But when she tried to remove his hands, he became restless again.
“Ava…”
Taking another deep breath, he uttered,
Taking a
“Please, forgive me, Ava.”
As soon as he said that, she took his hands away from her waist and turned around to face him.
He was astounded when he saw tears in her eyes. He reached out with his hands to touch her, but she took hold of his wrists and prevented him from doing so.
While she slowly blinked away her tears, she cast a glance at his hand. Her face broke into a painful grin, and her eyes met his.
“Forgive you? You must be kidding me, Alpha lan.”
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