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#Chapter 106 A Moment of Weakness
#Chapter 106: A Moment of Weakness
(Siena POV)
Twilight settles over pack territory in shades of purple and indigo that Blur the boundary between earth and sky.
I stumble up the narrow path toward the lookout point above the northern settlement, each step carrying me farther from the council chambers where my voice broke beneath the weight of accusations I could no longer effectively counter.
The evening air fills my lungs with the scent of pine and wild thyme, clean and shan, a stark contrast to the suffocating atmosphere of the meeting room with its polished wood tables and centuries of Alpha authority embedded in every
surface
My hands tremble as I reach the crest of the hill, fingers still clutching the documentation rendered meaningless by Raiden‘ s latest strategic maneuver.
Part of me isn’t surprised. This is the real Raiden, the cold heartless veriosn that I’ve become so accustomed to.
But, no matter how hard I try I can’t make eh connection. If he wants my forgiveness so badly, why do this?
Why?
The lookout clearing opens before me, a small plateau bounded by ancient oak trees whose leaves whisper secrets in the evening breeze.
Below, the refugee settlement glows with early evening light–lanterns strung between modest cabins, cookfires beginning their nightly service.
It won’t be long before the council rules that they must move on. They must make their own way.
They will say it’s resources, but we will know the truth.
It’s Raiden.
My legs finally surrender, knees buckling as emotion overwhelms carefully maintained composure.
I sink onto the weather–worn stone bench positioned for territorial surveillance, though tonight it serves only to prevent complete collapse as the tears I’ve held back for hours finally break free.
The sound that escapes me is barely -half–sob, half–growl as my wolf reacts to the perceived threat against those under Our protection.
“They can’t do this,” I whisper to the deepening twilight, words emerging ragged between harsh breaths. “They can’t just abandon forty–three souls because of political pressure.”
Because of me, the Luna that has promised them refuge, safety, and now…taken from them everything.
But they can.
“How do I tell them?”
The question emerges as barely more than breath, directed at the first stars appearing in a deepening indigo sky.
“How do I explain that sanctuary wasn’t mine to promise, that Alpha authority overrides Luna compassion regardless of ethical considerations?”
The crunch of footsteps on the gravel path registers peripherally, though I make no effort to compose myself or hide the evidence of tears tracking down my cheeks.
My wolf identifies the approaching scent–winter pine and frost, unmistakably Zion–but exhaustion overrides the usual caution his presence typically inspires.
Let him see weakness.
Let him witness the consequences of failed strategy and collapsed defenses.
“I followed your scent.” His voice carries no triumph at finding me in such vulnerable state, only quiet concern that somehow penetrates the emotional numbness beginning to replace active grief. “The council vote was…”
“A massacre.” I finish for him, voice steadying slightly as anger resurfaces through despair. “Coordinated, calculated, and utterly without consideration for those affected by their decision.”
Zion moves into the clearing but maintains careful distance, positioning himself at the lookout’s edge where fading light illuminates his silver hair with almost ethereal glow.
“Seven to five is closer than he expected. Your Successfully unlocked! ind Tevan despite their traditional alignment with Alpha authority.”
The observation offers no real comfort, yet something about his calm assessment helps anchor me against the emotional tide that threatens to sweep my remaining composure away.
“Two votes short of sanctuary preservation. Two votes short of keeping our promise to wolves who have nowhere else to
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go.”
“Then perhaps it’s time to explore non–traditional channels.” He turns toward me finally, moonlight now strong enough to illuminate features typically guarded beneath calculated charm or political positioning.
“What non–traditional channels remain?” Exhaustion colors my voice.
Zion moves closer, finally sitting on the opposite end of the stone bench, close enough for conversation while maintaining respectful distance
The considerate gesture–offering presence without demanding a response to it–ggers fresh emotion that tightens my throat unexpectedly.
“The Rogue threats are real. The admission comes quietly, surprising me with its directness.
“My contacts in border territories confirm increased activity, diplomatic pressure against settlement trading partners. But the motivation isn’t refugee presence–it’s larger territorial ambition.
It’s the scent of weakness. That’s the thing Zion isn’t saying, but we both know it to be true.
“Why are you doing this?”
The question emerges unbidden, vulnerability laid bare in twilight rapidly surrendering to full darkness.
“Supporting initiatives that consistently place you in opposition to Alpha authority. Risking position, influence, perhaps even pack membership through continued alliance with increasingly marginalized Luna initiatives.”
Silence stretches between us, broken only by night insects beginning their evening chorus and distant settlement sounds floating upward on the cooling breeze.
When he finally speaks, his voice carries weight beyond political calculation or strategic positioning.
“Because you build rather than merely protect.” The simple assessment emerges with surprising emotional intensity.
My wolf stirs with renewed interest, her previous caution around this male increasingly replaced by curiosity about connection developing beyond strategic alliance into something neither of us fully acknowledges.
“I’ve watched Raiden systematically undervalue everything extraordinary about you.”
“He believes he’s protecting pack interests.”
The defense emerges automatically despite everything, some part of me still instinctively shielding my mate from external
criticism.
“Do you still believe that?” Zion’s question holds no judgment, only genuine curiosity that somehow makes honest response possible despite vulnerability such admission creates.
“I believe he believes it.”
The distinction emerges through careful reflection rather than emotional reaction.
“That protection has become justification for control. That is not love Siena, not the loyalty you desire.”
He moves closer. It’s subtle, but I feel the heat that radiates off his hard body.
“You are the most beautiful creature Siena, and the things you do out there in the world, the one beyond these borders. It matters.”
Moonlight now fully illuminates the clearing. “Trust becomes difficult after betrayal by those sworn to honor it.”
Can I trust you? Is this real?
For several heartbeats, I simply observe the offered hand illuminated by moonlight now strong enough to cast subtle shadows across the clearing.
My wolf circles closer to consciousness, her previous caution increasingly balanced by curiosity.
When my hand finally moves to rest lightly against his, the connection sends unexpected warmth spreading through fingers still cold from emotional aftermath of council defeat.
His palm cradles mine with gentle pressure that offers support without constraint, contact without demand, presence that somehow strengthens rather than diminishes independence carefully protected against external control.
“I don’t have certainty to offer.” His voice carries new quality–intimate without presumption, personal beyond strategic alliance yet respectful of boundaries necessarily maintained given complicated circumstances.
“No guarantees that trust placed won’t eventually reveal similar disappointment . Only truth that I believe in you.”
Something shifts between us in this moonlit confession–alliance based on strategic objectives transforming into connection founded on shared vision transcending immediate political context.
“I’m afraid.”
The admission costs something–pride certainly, but something deeper as well, vulnerability deliberately protected through
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composed Luna persona developed to withstand political opposition without revealing emotional impact such conflict
creates
“Of trust betrayed again? His question carries genuine concern rather than strategic positioning to exploit weakness revealed
“Of myself”
