Chapter 55
Chapter 55
(Siena’s POV)
The ancient Stone Circle rises from the earth like the spine of some great beast, massive granite monoliths standing sentinel against the twilight sky.
Firelight flickers across their weathered surfaces, casting long shadows that seem to dance with purpose across the packed dirt of the ceremonial ground.
Overhead, a full moon pushes through gathering storm clouds, its silver light occasionally breaking through to bathe the arena in ghostly radiance.
The mountainous landscape surrounding us forms a natural amphitheater, with pack members filling every available space on the tiered slopes. Their breath creates a fine mist in the cooling night air, giving the entire gathering an ethereal quality- half–solid, half–spirit.
The music begins, low and haunting, the drumbeats reverberating through the open arena as the unity challenge officially
Starts.
Around us, the gathered packs form a wide circle, their eyes fixed on the center where Raiden and I stand. The air is thick with their judgment heavy and unspoken. I can feel it pressing against my skin, suffocating in its intensity.
Raiden steps closer, his presence a familiar and yet false weight at my side.
His expression is carefully neutral, as it always is, but I can sense the tension in the set of his jaw, the slight stiffness in his shoulders.
He doesn’t want to be here any more than I do.
But our reasons aren’t the same.
The ceremonial dance is meant to symbolize harmony between Alpha and Luna, a spiritual connection that transcends
words.
It’s laughable, really, Raiden and I haven’t been in harmony for years.
Our bond is nothing but a faint echo now, a thread stretched so thin it’s a wonder it hasn’t snapped entirely.
Still, when the first notes of the melody swell, my body remembers.
Years of formal events, of endless practice and expectation, have etched the steps into my
muscle memory.
I turn to face him, my head held high, and he mirrors the movement instinctively. For all our differences, our bodies fall into rhythm without hesitation, as if they’ve been waiting for this moment.
Raiden’s hand finds my waist, his touch light but steady. The contact sends a jolt through me, sharp and electric, like a shockwave rippling through the damaged bond between us.
I inhale sharply, but I don’t pull away. Instead, I let my hand settle on his shoulder, my fingers brushing against the fabric of his jacket.
The crowd fades into the background as we begin to move, our steps perfectly synchronized. The dance is slow and deliberate, each movement flowing seamlessly into the next. For a moment, it feels almost natural.
His hand tightens slightly on my waist as he guides me through a turn, and I glance up at him, surprised by the intensity in his midnight eyes.
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“You’ve lost weight,” he murmurs, his voice low enough that only I can hear.
The comment catches me off–guard. I falter for half a step, but he adjusts effortlessly, keeping us in sync.
“I’ve been busy,” I reply, my tone clipped. I don’t want to talk about this, not here, not now,
But he doesn’t let it go “Busy eisigh to forget to eat?”
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I glance away, focusing on the rhythm of the dance, the steady cadence of the drums. “It’s not your concern,” I say quietly, though the words lack conviction
His hand tightens again, just enough to make me look up at him. There’s something in his expression that I can’t quite place -concern, maybe, or regret. It’s unsettling.
“Tve been thinking about your father,” he says, his voice softer now. “What happened. I should have been there.”
The admission stops me cold.
My steps falter, but Raiden steadies me, keeping us moving as if nothing has happened.
My chest tightens, a mix of anger and something dangerously close to hope rising within me.
“Why now?” I whisper, my voice trembling despite my best efforts to keep it steady. “Why are you saying this now?”
He doesn’t answer right away. His gaze flickers, as if he’s searching for the right words but can’t quite find them.
“Because I was wrong,” he says finally, his tone heavy with something I can’t name. “I should have listened to you. I should have
The drums crescendo, signaling the final movement of the dance. I can feel the eyes of the crowd on us, their attention sharp and unrelenting, but in this moment, it doesn’t matter.
All I can focus on is the man in front of me, the weight of his words hanging between us like a fragile thread.
We spin together, our movements perfectly in sync, but my mind is reeling. For years, I’ve told myself that Raiden doesn’t That he never cared. But now, with his hand on my waist and his voice soft with regret, I find myself questioning everything
care.
The final notes of the music fade, and we come
e to a stop, facing each other in the center of the arena.
His hand lingers on my waist for a moment longer than necessary before he lets it drop.
The crowd erupts into applause, their cheers loud and enthusiastic, but I barely hear them. My heart is pounding, my thoughts a chaotic swirl of confusion and emotion.
As we step back, putting distance between us, I can’t stop myself from asking the question that’s been buried deep inside me for years.
“Did you ever care for me at all?”
The words come out softer than I intend, but they hang in the air like a challenge, impossible to ignore.
Raiden’s eyes widen slightly, the carefully constructed mask he always wears slipping for just a moment, I see something flicker there–regret, maybe, or guilt. Something raw and unguarded.
But then it’s gone, replaced by his usual neutrality. He straightens, his expression unreadable as he answers.
“Our arrangement served both our purposes,” he says evenly, his tone detached. “Until the appropriate time, it will continue to do so. It is what’s best for the kingdom. Nothing more.”
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Nothing more.
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The words hit me violenly, the fragile hope that had dared to emerge crumbling under the weight of his indifference.
He’s caught me off gaun.
I nod, swallowing hard against the hump forming in my throat, “Of course, I say, forcing a smile that doesn’t reach my eyes. “How practical of you.”
Never again.
He flinches, just barely, but it’s enough to give me a small, hitter sense of satisfaction.
Without another word, I turn and walk away, my steps purposeful even as my chest feels like it’s caving in.
The applause continues around me, but it feels distant, like I’m hearing it through a thick pane of glass
By the time I reach the edge of the arena, the tears are already threatening to spill. I blink them back furiously, refusing to let anyone see me break.
I don’t stop until I’m back in my quarters, the door clicking shut behind me. Only then do I allow myself to crumble, sinking to the floor as the weight of everything crashes down on me.
I’d thought I was past this.
Past him.
Past the pain of his rejection
But tonight, as his words replay in my mind–Our arrangement served both our purposes–I realize that some wounds never truly heal. They just scab over, waiting for the right moment to reopen and bleed all over again.
And once again. I’m left wondering if I’ll ever be enough for anyone.
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